For a well read, well written person, I sometimes suck at communication. I know what I am trying to say but saying it sometimes comes out all wrong. I think that this is why I like email, facebook and such. When I write it down, I have a delete key. When I say it, no such luck...
I struggle with what I think a person is going to say in response to what I say. I am so sure that I am going to hear a negative that I won't say something at all. I won't say I really want to do something or I think this way or that. I am 100% certain that the replier will tell what a totally stupid thing to say or want to do. Or I feel like an oyster. Closed up tighter than tight and you are supposed to realize that something is wrong and pry it out of me.
Sometimes it sounds so clear to me but not to the person I am talking to. I struggle with that at work every now and then. I assume I know what I am saying so everyone else must to.
That is what is so lovely about life though. I may struggle but there is always tomorrow. I know it sounds very Gone with the Wind but it makes it no less true. Tomorrow is a day of endless possibilities.
(And chicken and dumplings dinner with J, J and T : P ) I know that each day is a day for the better. I am very much a follower of This is the day that the Lord has made...we will rejoice and be glad in it.
Good day and better tomorrow.
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Good day my lovely sister. Thank you for this peek into your being. I'd rather suspected this was the way you feel for a long time. This confirms it.
Know beloved Eve that you as all of us are are never alone in what we feel and think.
Near as I can tell just about everyone feels they are not enough, not up to it, not in one way or another who they should be.
We are. One of the few things that I've learned in my life is that we are as God created us. Perfect for each and every occation that we meet. Heck hon, he is God after all. And he makes no mistakes.
I've always been so happy and proud to be your brother. A part of you is also a part of who I am and you give me hope to be a better man.
Love you Sis.
HUGS
Johnny.
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